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March 25, 1: I joined the Mile High Club once it became clear that the marriage I was two months into was simply an adventure, not a lifelong commitment. The Southwest employees knew what we were up to. Had I not been three champagnes deep, I would have been mortified. In fact, I think that became a problem: The quickie mentality began to spill over into our more traditional bedroom life.
Soon, sex became something I did not look forward to. The lack of intimacy made me question whether our connection was strong enough. You live for the next destination, and everything in between is just filling space between the next adventure. This encounter was different from our usual rushed routine — it was meaningful and tender. There was no adrenaline rush for checking off one more cool spot, but a feeling of being on the same page emotionally.
Soon the love for our child was the only thing we had in common, and we split up. After divorce, there was a period when I questioned everything about our relationship. Why did I think a physical relationship was all I had to offer? The questions lingered as I entered relationships after my marriage. My thoughts about sex and love were conflicted.
There was a sacredness to it that I valued; yet I was no longer romantically involved with this person. In abstaining from romance over the past year, I was able to reconnect with myself before trying to connect with anyone else. Previously, I had depended on others for my own happiness.
I learned that a wild sex life does not, on its own, bind people together. We encourage all readers to share their views on our articles and blog posts. We are committed to maintaining a lively but civil forum for discussion, so we ask you to avoid personal attacks, and please keep your comments relevant and respectful.